Thursday, May 14, 2009

I'm back!


Wow...I can't believe it's been eight months since I last wrote an entry. I decided to make a concerted effort to return to this forum with some semblance of regularity. I mean, I don't twitter or tweet, I don't text, I don't spend endless hours on MSN talking to a constant stream of friends like my teenagers do. So I should have some free time to blog. My life isn't that jam-packed. Besides, I feel better when I write, even if some entries are seemingly random and unimportant. For me, it is therapeutic and I have missed it. So, welcome back to me!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Summer...still blooming!


Sorry I haven't blogged in awhile. Summer is such a busy time! I just wanted to stop and take a moment to admire some more of the beauty that this season brings! Awesome!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Origins


How large was the stone,
the boulder, the massive rock
that gave birth
to these smooth spheres.
Once jagged, uneven,
sent tumbling into heaving waters
to roll and smash
and clash with one another,
until they were swept
up on some beautiful shore.
Scooped into buckets by the armful
and collected.
Ended up here in this suburban oasis.
I hold one - it is warm from the midday sun.
Silent,
they are ancient and mysterious,
yet they speak to me
and tell the story of their origin.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Aloha!


So, no I didn't go to Hawaii recently. It is a dream of mine to see the islands at some point, to relax on white sand and gaze at the bluest water. Sigh. That's not the point of my blog today, though.

My daughter celebrated her birthday today. It was a tropical-themed party. We had one five years ago and decided it was time to have another. We busily put up the decorations, drove around getting supplies, ordered food, etc. It's been a chaotic few days, needless to say.

While we were decorating last night, she said, "do you know what I remember most about the last party?"

"I have no idea", I replied.

"It was the cake, it was so amazing", she said with so much earnest that I was totally shocked.

I expected her to say the presents, or the swimming or...I don't know, something else. But the cake? I made that crazy confection out of two cakes to look like an island, with gummy bear residents - shaded from the sun by little drink umbrellas, Goldfish crackers for...um...fish, Glossette raisins for rocks and coconut coated in green food colouring for the grass. I even painted the tin foil around the base blue to look like water.

I always enjoy this kind of creativity. It is so much fun to find ways to make things unique and special, and it means so much when you make it yourself. You'd think I would have more time, not less, as the children get older. Sadly, I had no desire to make a theme cake this year...but I'm glad my children cherish the memories when I do.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

A sign from Mom


Today is my Mom's birthday. She would've been 66 if she was still alive. It is always an emotionally precarious day for me. Gone amost 8 years now and I miss her every day. She was not Harriet Nelson by any means, and most days were like salt and vinegar - not milk and cookies...if you know what I mean. She distrusted the world and overprotected her kids. Makes for some serious issues in adulthood, but I think I have my head on pretty straight...ask around, I think I turned out okay.

Anyway, I saw another butterfly today. It was definitely a sign from Mom. She's around, and every now and then she shows herself in small ways. Don't ask me why I believe it, I just do. Today her birthday butterfly flew all around me and then fluttered away. I willed it to come back and it did. It flew straight toward me, then veered right to rest on my neighbour's shrub. Well, I ran for my camera to grab a few pics. This is the best one from as close as I dared to get. I was reviewing said photos under the shade of my old maple, when I turned to look at the butterfly...it was gone.

Love you Mom...Happy Birthday wherever you are and thanks for the sign!